Why does this post exist:
– Seattle has legal marijuana
– I’ve never been good at marijuana, only tried it a few times, and never enjoyed it
– But with it legal – and healthier than the booze – made a concerted effort to try it while in Seattle
– Soon realised… I don’t smoke instead of drinking – I end up smoking on top of drinking…
– … and I’m a massive lightweight. Literally one puff on a low THC mini-joint – and I’m all over the shop.
I soon decided that I should take a journal of exactly how much “over the shop”.
I started a .txt document – of my just writing stuff when stoned. And in short – the result is below.
But to try to interpret some of it – every time I would write in it, I’d get paranoid about what I’d written previously, and then think I’d update it, but then think future-Kruse would edit THIS, and…
Took the call one semi-stoned evening – just take current-state Kruse-stoned-diary – and put it on the internet. Pretty sure future-stoned-Kruse won’t be able to figure pit how to change that… it’ll be a snapshot of a weird living dope-diary.
The above was written by 33%-stoned Kruse. Who came in afterwards to try and explain this. Below is the actual snapshot of a file named “Stoned Diary.txt” – but I believe blog software has converted what was pure text into weird formatting… can’t sort that out now.
Should start a diary of being stoned
- less paranoia about writing shit
- figure out proper dosage/timing
26/3 – puff at 21:30 – very-messy at 23:00
When watching stuff – I think “how dumb can straight people be to take this seriously?”
I think I’m missing all nuance when stoned, when it is’nt even nuance to straight ppl – just obvious shit
- making judgement of everything else fucked up
But logical scenes – watch, write stoned refuttal, rewatch,
figure out some seemingly clumsy explanation as to how it actually works, delete original observation.
2025-03-30 – sure that a sequence of events din’t make sense, eventually figured it out
– doesn’t do it justice
White Lotus – reading too much into everything? Are the actors really as good as I’m feeling?
– also symbology?
– or not enough? Am I missing everything which would help later?
List of stuff I think doesn’t make sense when stoned, for review:
- Hitman Agent 47 – 13:13..13:14
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Attempts at micro-dosing:
2025-04-20 – quarter-gummies at ~ 13:30, 15:30, 17:30 – pretty messed up at 20:00. Many beers but.
White Lotus
S03E05 – 42:30- fucked up
The Detour S03E09 – 03:00 – weird? 11:00 – weird. 12:00 – is carrying the dead body supposed to be funny?
- Rewatch when blazed – kinda odd, but not sure I find it odd in the same way. The whole carrying dead body thing is still weird.
I think when I read back this stuff when next stoned, I then go back and edit it, and end up removing all of that/this
- should be reviewed
- pretty sure I’ve already done that, and deleted a heap of shit which should have been reviewed
- that’s what I meant – and proves it Stoned I’m fucked up. Sooooo dumb
I can’t explain how dumb I am right now
so dumb write this down Maybe weed & alcohol is * not +
I am sooooo dumb after weed 2026-04-09 - had an idea, forgotten in the process of writing this
*** – Should post ALL this to blog before I delete anything **** 2026-056-8 – watching stupid wrestling, realising how stoned I am, and just felt like …. I had something
If everybody in the world were to rank (or BE ranked, different question) their life experience by “How good was that?” – where would I sit?
When I get stoned – wow, again, I thought I had something.
Blazed Kruse tried to play early stages of GTA 4. Got confused by some stuff. Confused by a GTA training episode! Kruse+weed = super-dumb.














































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